There are “moments of being”, which are universal truths, when “IT” comes out of context, transcends the moment, to become immortal…whereby “IT” stays with me…within my memory, yet also exists without me by standing
On its own.
This is exhilarating because “IT” is the feeling when time no longer (linearly) exists…when I just AM…I BE!
When am I foreground?
When am I background?
When am I paying attention?
When is attention being paid to me?
When am I subject?
When am I object?
Instances are unsubstantiated: No witnesses, no photographs, no wiretaps, no hidden video!
Only I can prove mine to me, see what I saw, saw what I see.
This LIFE SENTENCE is only and all I’ve been given; sometimes passive, sometimes active.
I am free to supply any adjectives and adverbs…even a dangling participle if I dare…to.
But above and beyond all else
As I enter into or hastily exit various ongoing paragraphs as necessary,
I will continue
Must continue
To write MY LIFE SENTENCE
To the best of my ability until, ultimately,
I run out of (TH)INK